Holy SHIT it's been a long couple of months. Many changes and many differences. My kid is going through some sort of hormonal/divorce-induced/nightmarish phase. My ex is being true to form in every way an ex can. My job sucks.

My life is surprisingly good lately in spite of all this.

Stressful, but good.

I've moved again, stressful in itself, but it was a good move....well, so far. I've moved next door to my fella. We shall see.

Work sucked tonight and my fella, good fella that he is in so many ways, HUNG UP ON ME. Seriously! Can you imagine me of all people getting the dial tone?? I was mortified and thought I was actually going to lose it and break into tears right there. I pulled through though, overcame, and was momentarily quite pissed but got over it and called back to apologize. Maybe I shouldn't have. I don't know...what I do know is that I HATE to be at odds with him and try to do whatever will keep that from happening. Maybe I'm turning into a big puss.

From the useless conversation files....

...Me: "I heard that the word 'fine' is the most non-committal word in the english language. Bet you didn't you know that."

Fella: "I don't know about that."

Me: "What do you mean you don't know about that? It wasn't like a question as to whether it was truth or not, it was a statement. It's true. I got it from a reliable source."

Fella: "Oh? Seems to me the most non-committal word in the english language would be the word 'non-committal'."

Me: "Smartass."