Beauty

Feeling as though you're the only one he wants to be with, the butterflies in your stomach when you know he's on the way over, the best sex and talk you've ever experienced, the most fun you've had in years leaving wonderful memories, his eyes, and knowing he's in control.

[Yeah, there's definitely beauty in that.]

Ugly

The fact that it is only for the dark hours, that he won't be staying, that you don't measure up, that your memories are only your own, that there is pain, hurt and heartbreak behind the sparkle and that it's all still just below the surface, and knowing you have no control over the fact that it's going precisely no where.